It's Over!

It feels so wierd to be "single;" I still don't really think of myself that way. It's more like "DIVORCED," which sucks in a way but is also better than the alternative. The hearing went pretty smoothly, both outwardly and inwardly. My parents, sister and friend came along, and the best word to describe my emotional state that day is "relieved." Now I'm on a rollercoaster, of course, but I guess I expected that. The future is wide open.

Dec. 5: Get Rid of Husband

It will officially be over on Friday!! I put a reminder in my phone for this Friday, the day of our divorce hearing, to "get rid of husband." It excites me. I'm actually going to have a future now; I'll be a lawyer in a few years if all goes as planned. When I think about my life I don't want to crawl in a dark hole anymore...at least not most of the time.