Loneliness...

...it's slowly decomposing my sense of worth. I'm trying to keep my head above this; trying to cling to the truth and make sense out of why I'm here. My mom says "Life is worth the pain." I don't know if it is, and that's the honest truth of what's in my heart. I have been here before, I know this place and I know I should run, but I just sit here, alone and in pain. I know I'll overcome these thoughts; I will do the right thing in the end. But you can't convince me at this moment that my life is worth this...though I still want you to try.